right now... im lying in bed with a laptop.. and i have this big thing in my mind..which is important.. i was so happy a few weeks ago.. my boyfriend is here already from work for 8mths, and now we're together always.. before all im hoping is him by my syd.. i thought everythng will be just fine but na ah ah.. i lost a job.. my contract is end already.. but thank God my boss is so generous he gave me 1 more month to my job and prove it that i can be lyk dem.. but now its half way of the month to do it.. and im not really doing the things that to be do.. why am i feel so easy right now.. just waking up late, eat my breakfast watch my favorite series.. going somewhere, eat anythng i crave.. its so easy.. and i don't feel really good this way..im afraid of what will happen after this.. i now i need to find new job.. im scared, but im still fytng for it not to be scared.. i hope God is with me.. i hope that he will guide me and never leaves me.. im justhaving a vacation ryt now but this is only temporary after ths i need to go down there into the real world.. ineed to find for a living.. we're human, we have lot things we need.. not just love.. but gratitude towards work and love and more AND MORE...
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